I am deeply sorry for being overly dependent with you. I'm sorry for being the more (most) emotional between us, for being hysterically worried over you all the time, for being the weaker human between us. The way I see it, most of the time I only bring you disturbance, and I swear I am deeply sorry for it. I always let my emotions rule over me, that's why I can't trust you. Maybe I need to find myself first before starting this relationship with you. This is all wrong; and since this is getting out of hand, I am finally deciding tyo cut everything between us.
I hope I would stick to my decision this time. I shouldn't be persuaded by your irresistible touch, your kiss that I love the most, your voice that's a melody to my ears. I am tired of hurting you, and I am tired of hurting myself too. I will try my best not to be overly dramatic with this.
You said if I think this is for the best; and I really think it is. This may make me cry for months; and probably you too; but I believe we can overcome the heartbreak.
I must tell you that you have made my past months wonderful months of my life; I loved you so dearly and gave my EVERYTHING to you. Please keep in mind though, that I am not entirely blaming you. Maybe you're right, that my whole world is so revolved around you.
I swear to God, Dane, I have always wished you're the one for me; but after all the struggles we've gone through, I realized that I'm just stressful for you to handle, and that I need to love myself first before loving you.
I always wish you well, Dane. You will always be the person that holds my heart and no one else. Just keep my whole heart, Dane, for the mean time, I think; because I might take a part of it once I discover my real self.
